Update Time :)

Its been quite an eventful month.Dono why i din blog..

My Trip to the US and India have been eventful..I directly migrated from freezing temp in US to just above boiling point temperature here..But both are good in its own way :)..

Its been a tough and hectic month for me..Both in office and home :)..I am glad that i have managed it both quite well :)..But there is undoubtedly no life without the ups and down..but i m sure i have managed the down side too very well for a change..I m gng back again..As many know i have mixed emotions..But i m not whining..As a concious choice should be respected and should be strived to tackle..Than rather whining :)..

For reasons immaterial,i will miss home :)..I will miss all my friends i have grown up with..I will miss love from the parental unit,not to forget my Dadu too :)..But i know i m gng back for a better future and of course to resurrect Prachi..But there are certain things i am confused..As all my friends are slowly getting hitched and i still live in darkness :)..As for some relationship which are falling apart,only time will say if they are lasting or just another passing cloud..But i have grown above all to accept life as it comes without complaining..As life is a huge bunch of surprises :),not as pleasant as a bunch of Red Roses for sure..But still they are good old white orchids ;)

Shameful ACT

Shameless attacks and Shame on My own Mother India..Are we safe in the hands of our own Mother,Is a ?? we all need to ask ourselves..

I am in total disgrace..I am glued to TV from the last 15 hours or so..Yes i am selfish..I have my loved one out there and i m in a position not even able to make it closer to them..Its a total disgrace..Lets not blame the terrorist..Its the citizens of India who get sold for a few pennies,that they know wont even come with them at the end when they die and bcome the reason for so many innocent lives.I ask will they live happily by making money this way..Its a shameful act..Its a shame on the entire Indian Security..Its a shame for all my fellow people who cant even protect there own people..So what if we are born from another mother..So what..Are we not sharing the same Mother Land..lets all stand and feel ashamed at doing such acts...Evevyone from Traffic policeman to a hotel waitor are bloody corrupted..corruption at lower levels has paved way for corruption at this extent,leading to innocent Lives..Have we not learnt anything from the movie Wednesday..

Lets not play a game of Politics..Atleast now,atleast now lets wake UP...Its we and only we responsible..Lets not just blame anyone...Lets stand up together..Not like Advani who has started Politics in the ground of so many people killed..lets not fall off more

More than just another CITY

I am lazing at home today..

I just cant concentrate anywhere..There was a time i felt i should move outta this place and reside elswhere,i would be happy..Today when life is offering me a chance,my heart is sinking like a wretched boat..I can feel the importance of this place and totally feel myself loosing something that too in my complete conciousness..It has been the place where i lived my childhood,made my career,got my first job,smiled and cried with all relationships life offered me with..My roots lie here..I am leaving this place now..its a bad feeling and i am outta words at the moment..

Hope life and god would give me another chance and i would do just what makes me happy :)

Thanks All For being there

Technically i m back..More strong and quite better off in the health front..My chicken Pox has not vanished totally,but atleast there are less signs of it..

My friends say its truly a disease which has held me back hahahahaahahha :) from freaking out..Anyway this is the positive touch to my life at the moment..And thanks to all my friends who mailed me,called me or messaged me for my speedy recovery..Thanks for all you guys prayers..May be thats the emotional touch which has made me come this far..

I truely "MISS" my normal fun-filled life....Someone please throw a party,may be a Halloween's party this weekend for my speedy recovery..Thanks in advance for the one who takes the initiative :D...sigh*

Bad Days are just endless

Yday i had a rough day..Apart from my Chicken Pox,thats spreading like a super fast train,all over my body..I had a very rough time..

My Dadu had a massive heart-attack,and unfortunately i couldnt make it there..More than anything the fact that i am never been there next to my loved one during there Death-bed is killing me the most..I have not attended any funerals of my loved ones..Fall apart the fact that,God and my dear friends know wat this blow would mean to me...

This is by far the most dreadful time i have seen,apart from the many others i thought were bad..But nothing by far has been this bad..Hope God and my friends really help me sail this time..i just really want to sail this time!!!

Is Beauty the ultimate Mantra

I am usually not a controversial person..I don usually make a active role in conversations that demand 2 different groups..Its never that i don have my view,but i prefer to make peace and stay outta controversy..

But today unlike my usual self i want to just know wat the others think..Think abt what??A conversation with a very close acquaintance today forced me to think,if beauty was everything..FOr ex..My acquaintance that i am referring to him/her was filled with life and jazz when he/she was cing a particular person..But after the brutal break up,i see that things have changed..yes i agree its very difficult and blah blah blah..But the million dollar point is Life moves ON and so do we..So him/her had another affair and bcos of some tragic setbacks of the past affair, him/her is not what him/her used to be..Claims to have been rendered feeling less and lifeless..Is it right for him/her to have another affair in such a situation and in case him/her is changing,isn't it required for him/her to bring the awareness in the other person that him/her is changing..And also the fact lies is that the second affair girl/boy is not so good looking as compared to the first,so does this mean that him/her will not keep up those looks and fall down below his/her standard..Doesn't his/her have responsibilities for the new person in his/her life..Isn't it his/her's responsibility to show that faith ,that the new person is very important and him/her do everything to keep him/her happy.

Is this all the worth for the second person to accept a broken heart??I care to let this conversation go OFF my mind, thats why have expressed this here..Need to know wat do u guys think??Comments and views are most welcome!!!!!!!!!

I Feel Different

Its been a year..Hurray its indeed been a year..I feel different..I am grown up now..I have gotten to be a little more mature..I am different..



The whole year seemed like i was loosing something..Something all the time..But now that i look back and look beside,i understand why i lost all that..Like Newton's Theory for gravity,i do believe that there is theory based for LIFE too which invariably if the almighty exists made it,els LIFE made it ,which goes on to say,"If u ever seek a penny in LIFE,u need to have the heart to fore go a rupee".It might at the first sight look,that He/She who has gained the penny has lost,as rupee is more valuable than penny..But if we get into the minutest details,you will understand that the rupee was never worth the penny :)...



Thats what i to believe..Thats what my heart says..I might have lost so many loved Ones,but this phase of my life has shown me the person who truely has become my BEST BUDDY..May what come i will stand next to my friend and my heart is rest assured that he/she will..And if this is what this year could give me,then it was worth every bit :)..Say Cheese and 3 Cheers for LONG LIVE MY FRIENDSHIP....

Totally Missed

It marks ONE YEAR DEATH ANNIVERSARY of my soulmate Shreya today.I am sure everyone must have lost their loved ones at one or the other stage.I am sure everyone would know that Life and Death are 2 sides of the same coin and both have to be accepted...

But i fail to differ...As there is still a part of me which cries and is emotionally bonded with that soul which has left me a year back...I feel her very next to me and wonder how it would have been if she would have been a part of all decisions of my life, like she did when she was around...I MISS her totally...I will always Love her like i did...She will always remain my BESTEST FRIEND..And she surely is not a passing cloud of my life..U will always remain in my life like u have...Just that there is always your presence that is missed :(...

However hoping that you are happy where ever u r and to make it easier, this world is not that good enough for u to have lived..So Shreya u havent lost anything, but i surely have..Hope u have made loads of friends there and also partying hard and finally hope u r still the same Shreya everyone loved to be aroundd.....


Miss U Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Mixed Feelings

Ok i know,i always misss out for few days and come right back in like a popcorn and then appologise.So following the usual trend i appologise to all my readers who have missed me(assumed that u guys have missed me ;))

Today i am back with a series of mixed emotions.I am happy and sad both at the same time..I have a very dear friend moving abroad for just a little while.But my heart seems to sink down :( for no obvious reasons.At the other far end i feel so good,that he is going to achieve something great in his career.This indeed is gonna be a great move for him.

Apart from this i also have another good news to share and that is my close, female friend of course is tying the knot in the coming weeks and you guessed right i am busy shopping.Doing all the babes work unlike me though.I got 4 pretty sarees and also a pretty salwar.I am going to totally rock in her wedding.I basically like all the wedding jazz.the people,noise,fun,food(which is not my territory though),just everything.All in all its going to be a fun-filled week and lot of missing for sure :(..But whatever happens,happens for good :)..Cos when he will be back,he is gonna get me loads of chocolates and gifts ;)..heheheh..Els he is not supervised to land in India..Hahahaha...

And guess what ppl i enrolled for this supercool Dance classes near my PG and will have some fat burning sessions to loose weight and at the same time have fun..This is turning out to me like a great Summer..though on the health fromt i always remain low :(..No matter what season and time it is..May be i have started to live with it :),which is super cool..Okay folks i decide to be back soon this time..hope for the best..Bcos Prach's only tries makes no concrete promises until she is very sure..So have a good coming weekend

Inevitably life has been on para-sail off late that no time for friends,family or for that matter my existense ;).Now guess wheres the time for blogging.I have this blog dedicated to one idiot out here who has claimed that he reads my blogs regularly and so i need to blog as he is getting bored.

I dont know what to discuss or tell.As there hasnt been much interesting stuff that has happened with me to update either.But yes wait a minute all i can think of is i am excited about my next trip to you know where my lovely school.I am too excited just at the thought of going back to school.i know i cant go back and take classes ;) though,which i hated during those days.But yes now i miss them a lot.Especially Kamal mam's accent filled supercool English class,to Keshav Sir's the "Chombu" filled Maths classes.All my lovely classmates,hope all are in there seats and not down like we used to be, laughing in his classes.How can we forget Bawani mam,no matter what, she was a good human-being and i pray that her soul rest in peace where ever she is.Coming back i still dont forget those singing classes of Singaramma and god knows the name of the teacher who replaced her.The worst classes of my life for the reason that i dont even qualify to be a bathroom singer ;)hehehe.Of course my passion was debate,pick nd speak,story telling blah blah blah blah qualifying me to be a great speaker of course(Am i not a legend in that!!!!!).I also to an extent liked the Prabhavathi class even though i dont feel like adding mam next to her name :(.She really made me feel like a Gay at times.I was indeed tired of her partiality towards me,which was benificial but not a great feeling grrrrrrrr.

Now i cant even remember the number of subjects i had.How sick of me.Maths,English,Science and Sanskrit,Social,Hindi(with help from my friend sitted next to me :)).Sanskrit was way too tough subject for me.Even though i dint hate it,i never seemed to like it.I have indeed struggled to clear the papers ,end of the day managing a good score,with too much sweat wasted.Social was borrrrrrrrrring too.I hated Saraswani mam's boring classes.I dono how many will agree,but i felt she dint know the way to teach and if i would be her,i will be able to do a good job :).Anyways my classmates where not so lucky.Cant remember Hindi folks.

All in all those where fun filled days.I always looked forward for school to start and when it did,looked forward for it to close :).Cant forget Sushma's obssesed affection,nor Meke's dialogue to substantiate that singing is the best hobby "If you would ever be in jail,to paint you need paper and pen,to dance tape-recorder to play music,but to sing you need nothing", which always made me think will she or me ever be in jail ;).Cant forget the Tomboyish Shree.Cant forget the arrogant and fighter-cocks Abhi and Gowri.Cant forget Shreg in a Gay dance(Hahahahahahahahahahaha).Cant forget the long walk to eat that bogus Chat which we all claimed as treat then.Cant forget the competetion between us and section 'C'.Cant forget our school trips(All of them were fun).Cant forget Srividya's sun tan episode.Cant forget the Kho-Kho game that i was good at.Actually i was good at sports,wasnt i.Cant forget our first reaction at the sight of Garima.Cant forget the Nagaland dance which i did, and we won the first place everywhere we danced.Cant forget a lot of things.I fairly can remember when i forgot something about school