Bad Days are just endless

Yday i had a rough day..Apart from my Chicken Pox,thats spreading like a super fast train,all over my body..I had a very rough time..

My Dadu had a massive heart-attack,and unfortunately i couldnt make it there..More than anything the fact that i am never been there next to my loved one during there Death-bed is killing me the most..I have not attended any funerals of my loved ones..Fall apart the fact that,God and my dear friends know wat this blow would mean to me...

This is by far the most dreadful time i have seen,apart from the many others i thought were bad..But nothing by far has been this bad..Hope God and my friends really help me sail this time..i just really want to sail this time!!!

Is Beauty the ultimate Mantra

I am usually not a controversial person..I don usually make a active role in conversations that demand 2 different groups..Its never that i don have my view,but i prefer to make peace and stay outta controversy..

But today unlike my usual self i want to just know wat the others think..Think abt what??A conversation with a very close acquaintance today forced me to think,if beauty was everything..FOr ex..My acquaintance that i am referring to him/her was filled with life and jazz when he/she was cing a particular person..But after the brutal break up,i see that things have changed..yes i agree its very difficult and blah blah blah..But the million dollar point is Life moves ON and so do we..So him/her had another affair and bcos of some tragic setbacks of the past affair, him/her is not what him/her used to be..Claims to have been rendered feeling less and lifeless..Is it right for him/her to have another affair in such a situation and in case him/her is changing,isn't it required for him/her to bring the awareness in the other person that him/her is changing..And also the fact lies is that the second affair girl/boy is not so good looking as compared to the first,so does this mean that him/her will not keep up those looks and fall down below his/her standard..Doesn't his/her have responsibilities for the new person in his/her life..Isn't it his/her's responsibility to show that faith ,that the new person is very important and him/her do everything to keep him/her happy.

Is this all the worth for the second person to accept a broken heart??I care to let this conversation go OFF my mind, thats why have expressed this here..Need to know wat do u guys think??Comments and views are most welcome!!!!!!!!!

I Feel Different

Its been a year..Hurray its indeed been a year..I feel different..I am grown up now..I have gotten to be a little more mature..I am different..



The whole year seemed like i was loosing something..Something all the time..But now that i look back and look beside,i understand why i lost all that..Like Newton's Theory for gravity,i do believe that there is theory based for LIFE too which invariably if the almighty exists made it,els LIFE made it ,which goes on to say,"If u ever seek a penny in LIFE,u need to have the heart to fore go a rupee".It might at the first sight look,that He/She who has gained the penny has lost,as rupee is more valuable than penny..But if we get into the minutest details,you will understand that the rupee was never worth the penny :)...



Thats what i to believe..Thats what my heart says..I might have lost so many loved Ones,but this phase of my life has shown me the person who truely has become my BEST BUDDY..May what come i will stand next to my friend and my heart is rest assured that he/she will..And if this is what this year could give me,then it was worth every bit :)..Say Cheese and 3 Cheers for LONG LIVE MY FRIENDSHIP....