PAST

"Your past forms you, whether you like it or not. Each encounter,each experience has its own effects."
-dono who said it

They say elephants never forget, neither do I. Okay, okay you can stop deriving the inference that I'm an elephant. I'm not. Actually I ve got a decent memory, but the funny characteristic of my hard drive is that it retains a lotta insignificant stuff and its these little
Things that I fail to forget.

And amongst these insignificant stuff are these nice little insiginificant stuff viz. faces of old friends n crushes and their phone numbers, some really old funny incident, a nice book that I'd read or a cheap limerick that I picked up in school.. There are those embarassing situations that you somehow get entangled into, which might include getting dressed as a village boy for a school dance just because you were the shortest girl in your class.. and not for the fact that u looked pretty ... Then pensively, you recount those incidents when you felt that ur life didnt have direction/meaning and that u need to find a purpose to your life... This thought keeps popping up due to popular demand and it has recurred so many times that now a days I just bypass it.

You recall the times u felt you could never forgive God, like when He allows you to get beaten in a game of swimming by a kid half your age..(I'm not saying this particular incident happened to me) ...FYI, I'm a fairly good swimmer... Then there are those incidents that leave you basking in glory, like when u win the intra section story telling competition while studying in III "A"..

There has been this small very inignificant,but sometimes soooooooo significant things haunting your memories,like my first bicycle ride that just shakes your very existence.On the other hand there have been things you would always relish like my first Page 3 life, as an a simple engineering student.Sometimes all this simple but yet so significant thoughts just bind you and in a long run become the so called experiences life teaches.

Guyzzzz its totally insane of any existing living being to say that memories fade away,but there also lies a fact that they in turn teach you something to get something else in life.They pass by to show you the importance of something that is coming towards So, every now and then I like to rewind and re-live such moments, and it never fails to bring a smile to my face... Just raeel backwards and shmmmiillle away ...