This blog is a total dedication to my only living soulmate ,my best friend ever Shreya Vishwanathan.
Even though she is no more,she is still very much living....Living with me in my heart, in my words,in my ...........
She must have gone....She has indeed left me all alone to slog in this really cruel world :(...But today apart from those days when she was there to hold me,listen to me, understand me and finally advice me, has left behind memories that keep flashing in front of my eyes as though i can just feel her next to me and when i try to touch her she just disappears like a illusion.....
Its indeed the most tragical day of my life,the 9th of september when i have lost the only girl i ever had a best friend as....Who was so surprisingly born on the same day 24th of dec, same time 2.06 pm, same year 1984......She was just the one who indeed was my twin by all means...even twins don manage to hit this earth at the same time....But we really did...
She was someone who listened to my unsaid word and who could just complete my incomplete sentence....She has left this world but still remains in my heart so fresh.that i can c her ,feel her....There can be no Shreya back in my life....
There cant be those stupid days when we actually hit a boy in school for no fault of his..
There cant be those days when we baked cookies at 1 in the morning...
There cant be those days when we waited for Holidays to come over, for both of us to meet..
There cant be those days when we simply sneaked into a theatre for a A movie being just 14 and claimed us to be 20
There cant be those days when we had sleepless nights slogging our ass off for our own stupid friend gaurav's projects.
There cant be those days when me,shreya and gaurav went out partying,bungee jumping,gokarting and what all wild things
There cant be those days when i where we will live with speed again(She was an awesome driver and loved speed)
There cant be those days when i am down and she says "Rona Khatam, plz yaar bhook lagi hai,Khane ke baad ro lena"... :) stupid female...
There cant be those days when i had to think think think think for months deciding on Ms.Queens Bday gift...
There cant be those days when i will compete to wish who is gonna be first..
There cant be those days where we shared our treat money...
There was so much, and so much was yet to come...
This is not the end ,I will come rite there and handle with u girl :)
I never told u when u where here,how much i missed u my Angel and now u have never given a chance to tell that....
But u know i will miss u beyond life and beyond words.....
Even though she is no more,she is still very much living....Living with me in my heart, in my words,in my ...........
She must have gone....She has indeed left me all alone to slog in this really cruel world :(...But today apart from those days when she was there to hold me,listen to me, understand me and finally advice me, has left behind memories that keep flashing in front of my eyes as though i can just feel her next to me and when i try to touch her she just disappears like a illusion.....
Its indeed the most tragical day of my life,the 9th of september when i have lost the only girl i ever had a best friend as....Who was so surprisingly born on the same day 24th of dec, same time 2.06 pm, same year 1984......She was just the one who indeed was my twin by all means...even twins don manage to hit this earth at the same time....But we really did...
She was someone who listened to my unsaid word and who could just complete my incomplete sentence....She has left this world but still remains in my heart so fresh.that i can c her ,feel her....There can be no Shreya back in my life....
There cant be those stupid days when we actually hit a boy in school for no fault of his..
There cant be those days when we baked cookies at 1 in the morning...
There cant be those days when we waited for Holidays to come over, for both of us to meet..
There cant be those days when we simply sneaked into a theatre for a A movie being just 14 and claimed us to be 20
There cant be those days when we had sleepless nights slogging our ass off for our own stupid friend gaurav's projects.
There cant be those days when me,shreya and gaurav went out partying,bungee jumping,gokarting and what all wild things
There cant be those days when i where we will live with speed again(She was an awesome driver and loved speed)
There cant be those days when i am down and she says "Rona Khatam, plz yaar bhook lagi hai,Khane ke baad ro lena"... :) stupid female...
There cant be those days when i had to think think think think for months deciding on Ms.Queens Bday gift...
There cant be those days when i will compete to wish who is gonna be first..
There cant be those days where we shared our treat money...
There was so much, and so much was yet to come...
This is not the end ,I will come rite there and handle with u girl :)
I never told u when u where here,how much i missed u my Angel and now u have never given a chance to tell that....
But u know i will miss u beyond life and beyond words.....
2 comments:
This is the most beautifull as well as tragic piece of work I have ever read.There is no alternative, no replacement for your best friend.Just remember one thing- life goes on .
You write very well.
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